I believe in nothing, but the beating of our hearts. I believe in nothing, but the truth in who we are.

Ich wollte dass du endlich mal um mich kämpfst. Ich wollte, dass du zu mir kommst und sagst dass dich kein anderes Mädchen interessiert. Ich wollte doch nur den Jungen zurück, der mich glücklich macht. Es ist nicht meine Schuld, dass alles zu Bruch geht. Und das weißt du wenn du ehrlich zu dir selbst bist. Dass wegen dir wir jetzt getrennt sind. Weil ich nicht in deine Vorstellungen passe.

Ich liebe einen Mann, der kein Herz hat.

Wenn man liebt gibt man ein kleines Stück von seiner Freiheit auf, aber bekommt doch wieder viel mehr zurück. Könnte man meinen. Er hat mein Herz, doch was habe ich schon?

ME

He pulled you closer said he'll never let go. You couldn't trust him but you never said no. In that moment he made you forgot how it feels when he's gone. But friends keep telling you what he did last night, how many girls he kissed, how many he liked. And you try to remember that there's no way you could ever be friends.

But now you're looking like you really like him like him. And now you're feeling like you miss him miss him. You're speaking like you really love him love him. And now you're dancing like you need him need him!

I can't buy your love, don't even wanna try. Sometimes the truth want make you happy, so I'm not gonna lie.
I know i'm far from perfect. I can't grant you any wishes, I won't promise you the stars. But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, because it beats only for you. When you've given up, when no matter what you do it's never good enough. When you never thought that it could ever get this tough, thats when you feel my kind of love. And when you're crying out. When the friends you thought you had haven't stuck around. That's when you feel my kind of love. You won't see me at the parties, I guess I'm just no fun.
I know sometimes I get angry, and I say what i don't mean. I know I keep my heart protected, but it beats only for you!

And the saddest fear comes creeping in. That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything.

My whole life waiting for the right time, to tell you how I feel. And though I tried to, tell you that I need you. But now  here I am without you. I feel so lost but what can I do? Because I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. All my life I have felt this way, but I could never find the words to say. I came so close to giving it up. And I wonder if you know how it feels to let you go? 

And is it worth the wait, all this killing time? Are you strong enough to stand protecting both your heart and mine? I'm a heavy heart to carry.