Never been a girl who used to cry. Didn't show emotions, don't know why. Didn't wanna feel the pain inside, I guess. But as the years keep going by, you came along and changed my mind. I should leave the past behind me, I should let you find me, supposed to stay beside me. You were supposed to guide me, through the ups and downs, you were always gonna be around until the end. I still think we could, because you and me, we're good. And I'll tell you why this hurts, because I'm sober. But I just wanna be drunk so I can forget about you and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through. Even when I've had too much, I still feel your touch. Maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough. So I'm gonna get myself another drink whenever I start to think about you. Because I do what I really don't want to. But sometimes my dreams just come through.
